Many things

Gui

There are so many things I want to share with you.

But you are not there to hear any of it.

I am sad, but I think I also need to grow up. I accept that you have no time for me anymore.

I am letting you go. Really letting you go now. You need to fly. :)

I want to tell you, I am really inspired now. I have started writing stories. Soon I will tell Thomas what I will plan. I am really working on achieving my dreams now, you should be proud of me!

I want to hug you tightly. But maybe I won't get a chance to do that. But well, it's okay.

I hope you are feeling better and enjoying your time. Take care of yourself.

I shall always cherish you, mon ami. :)

6th

It's been a long time since I wrote here.

A lot of things happened since then.

We started being close again. We started talking again. And maybe, that kept the flame in my heart burning. Maybe, I thought, we could get together again. Maybe I expected something out of it.

But again, I'm left here to mend my broken heart. :(

Last week, you admitted to liking someone new.

You said distance should probably the best for us.

You said, you don't want our relationship to be a constraint to you.

But that wasn't exactly true. You met someone. And what hurts the most is that you met her online, too. And now, you are willing to try with her.

Hence, what went wrong between us, it's not distance, isn't it?

I'm not the right girl.

What's all the sweetness then during the previous month?

You were just playing with me, weren't you?

You had no one to talk to, you were bored, and I was there...

You pretend to want to be my friend. And when you find someone interesting now, you drop me, like a hot potato. Again.

How many time will I let you break my heart?

:(